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 WeezAy
AWOE MAGAZINE INTERVIEW
WeezAy is more than just a remarkable Christian rap artist, she's a remarkable woman of God. I'm not sure how many twenty-four year women would be able to walk away from a divorce with confidence, passion and a purpose to do the will of God.
In a world where we easily get caught up our own pain and live in a our loneliness WeezAy chose to embrace forgiveness. She looked forward to her future in Christ with the heart to encourage others and to make it known that God's love is everlasting.
In this interview WeezAy will talk about her divorce, her inner pain and God's healing hand. She will also share the story behind her upcoming album Another Day due in 2008...
Jen G~
Publisher & Editor
of AWOE MAGAZINE
WeezAy
Choosing God
Jen G: What was it like growing up on an Indian Reservation?
WeezAy: Growing up and being enrolled on a reservation, or "the Rez," was the only life I knew as a child. I've learned valuable things such as, having a sense of humor. During difficult times we laugh and smile. I learned that Native American people are a strong people once they agree on something you can't break their spirit. I believe I am strong because of my parents and the upbringing I had on the Fort Belknap Reservation. Last but not least, FRYBREAD POWER!!! (laughs) MmMMm I love frybread! All of us natives do!
” I always viewed rap in my world as preaching to a dope
beat! That’s exactly the sort of thing I wanted to do…”
Jen G: What caused you to become a Christian?
WeezAy: I always considered myself to be a Christian, but what made the difference is when I surrendered my heart to the Lord at the age of fourteen. I just felt lonely! I was longing to fill the emptiness in my heart. My parents at the time were both saved and born again Christians but they didn't make the choice for me. I chose to serve the Lord because of the tremendous amount of love he gave when he died on the cross for my sins.
Jen G: How did gospel music affect you growing up?
WeezAy: My parents inspired me to sing when I was three years old. Singing hymns and gospel songs always made me feel closer to God. My whole family sings and we used to travel as a family and minister through music throughout the state and in several places out of state. Gospel music has always been a light that has drawn me in to the presence of God.
Jen G: What would you say influenced your style and culture of music?
WeezAy: Early Hip-Hop and R&B from about 1997 to 2000 has been the most influential music in my life. In those days there were things such as love songs without the sex, drugs, and all the violence. I really loved the sound of the music but I didn't always like the message the people were sending out. I always viewed rap in my world as preaching to a dope beat! That’s exactly the sort of thing I wanted to do, preach the Gospel in an approachable way that don't turn off young people.
Jen G: Being a Christian female, how would you say the rap culture affected you?
WeezAy: The only thing I would change about the whole rap culture is the fact that it’s mostly dominated by men. Other than that it hasn't affected me in any negative sort of way.
Jen G: Has it encouraged you in a positive sense of being bolder, more confident in the way you express your beliefs and issues?
WeezAy: Yes, in every experience, every show, every recording session, and all aspects it has helped me to share my testimony in such a way that brings more boldness out of me and more confidence in my savior.
Jen G: At what point did you see rapping as a calling?
WeezAy: Since I was a teenager. I didn't think I could do it so I never really gave it a shot until 2003. After I recorded my first rhyme, I knew I've been called to do this all along.
Jen G: How has your music affected your walk with Christ?
WeezAy: I've always been doing music and the more music I do the more it strengthens my walk with Jesus. When I write lyrics I could see how far I've come in serving God. The more lyrics I write I could see the progress from start to finish and how God is still working in my life.
Jen G: What would you tell other young women who feel like they are called to do more, but aren’t sure their ready or their stuck in the background of their culture?
WeezAy: I want all the women to know that God has a plan for you life! If you feel that God is calling to do something, then be obedient! Obedience is better than sacrifice! Don't allow anything to discourage you from rising up and going forth. God has a plan for every one of you. God has given all of you talent. Use your talents to glorify God and he will use it to bless others.
”I’ve been through things that people say should have caused me to turn away from
the Lord but didn't.”
Jen G: Now, I know you’re only like 24 years old, but you’ve been through some stuff that I think relates to both men and women. Divorce which is so rapid in today’s society and sadly very common in the church, I’d like for you to share with our readers how the devil snuck in and tried to make you choose earthly love over God…
WeezAy: Divorce is one of the hardest things to deal with. In my marriage it was difficult for me to serve the Lord like I wanted to because my husband turned away from the Lord. We both entered the relationship promising to put God first but he stepped out of Gods will and had a choice to do ministry and a chance to do his own thing and he chose to do his own thing. Through the duration of the marriage I've endured so much pain. I’ve been through things that people say should have caused me to turn away from the Lord but didn't. In the relationship I was at a stand still it got to the point where I had to choose God or my husband. I chose God. I know it was Gods will because I have a peace in my heart and the doors for ministry are opening up for me.
Jen G: I think my biggest question were you ever afraid not to make that stand for the Lord?
WeezAy: I was afraid because at the time I was confused. I was taught that marriage is for life and once you get married its forever. My husband betrayed my trust and hurt me so in my heart I heard this voice that was telling me to let him go. I know it was the voice of the Lord. I'm glad I make a stand for God in every situation that’s how much I love Him. Because I know so many men and women choose an earthly love over the one true unfailing love.
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Jen G: With everyone talking about the end of your marriage what did that do to you emotionally?
WeezAy: I was really hurt that everyone knew that my marriage didn't last because in my heart I did everything in my power to make it work. Emotionally it left a wound in my heart and it made it harder to trust people.
Jen G: How did you get over the shame you felt, even though you had nothing to be ashamed of?
WeezAy: I just relied on the Lord for support and had the support of my family and friends.
Jen G: How did you ultimately work through the pain of losing your husband?
WeezAy: I just fasted, prayed, and read my Bible. My brother Dean, and his wife Crystal opened the door for me to stay with them for a while and it helped me to get away, it was my escape. The healing process started as soon as I told my family what was going on because I was keeping everything a secret. My mom was my biggest support and I owe her my life for her being there and being very understanding and supportive.
Jen G: Why did you forgive him?
WeezAy: Because I can't live my life for God without having compassion for everyone, even those who hurt me. I am a very forgiving person because God made me that way.
” I learned that the only way salvation is effective is if you serve Him
because of how much you truly love him.”
Jen G: How long did it take to truly hand it over to God?
WeezAy: I'm just going to be real with all the readers, when my husband cheated on me I wanted beat all his girlfriends up (laughs) I wanted to beat him up! I was so hurt and so mad and so confused I wanted to drive his truck into a palm tree (laughs)! Those were the constant thoughts that ran through my mind. It was hard living my life thinking where is he, who is he with, why won't he call, does he love me? It took a long time but God started the healing process from the moment I said, "I do."
Jen G: What are some of the things that you did personally to help you cast that care onto the Lord?
WeezAy: I wrote music. I kept myself busy! I went to church, I traveled, and I spent time with my cat Koda! I love my cat Koda! (laughs). He is a gift from God (literally). God blessed us with animals trust me on that... One night I was sitting outside crying my eyes out because I got into an argument with my husband, and I went outside and started to pray and ask God to send me a friend and that’s when a kind lady offered Koda to me. I didn't hesitate to take him because he was an answer to prayer. Koda was just a kitten that got abandoned by his mommy, so I became his mommy.
Jen G: What did you learn about yourself and the importance of your salvation?
WeezAy: I learned that if you receive salvation, it’s nothing if you're only doing it so God can always be there for you when you need Him. I learned that the only way salvation is effective is if you serve Him because of how much you truly love him. I constantly ask myself what can I do for you Lord because you dying for me was the ultimate sacrifice! What can I do for you Lord because you've given me the best gift of all, Jesus Christ."
Jen G: Do you think your divorce brought you closer to God?
WeezAy: It has. Being in a broken marriage has taught me not to trust in man but to trust in God. God is my husband, father, friend, and Lord all in one! I learned that being faithful to God in every aspect of your life is what makes the difference.
Jen G: When I think about what you’ve gone through and the beautiful grace God has created in your life I’m blessed. How has your experience encouraged you to reach out to others who have gone through a similar experience?
WeezAy: I want to use my experience to tell all the women out there that they are worth so much more than what you think they are. I want to reach out to them and let them know that they aren't the only ones who are hurting and I know what they're going through.
Ladies if you are in an abusive relationship or if your husband or boyfriend is being unfaithful to you, listen to your heart! You are worth so much please don't sell yourself short!
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